Pajolo Cam

  • fucked.my.face

    i guess i feel bad for loving her more than i loved you but when i remember loving you it was favors, begging, going out in silence and you screwing up again your company fulfilled me and we had good conversation though it diminishes in this bliss i feel with her … i mistook obsession…

  • rabbit.hearted

    shadows and small (big) sounds scare me still footsteps in my vicinity i freeze, rapid mind rabbit-hearted learned silence, forced observation masking each jump with the excuse of too much coffee, stress about the house, and whatnot. this line of thinking carries into my relationships, too i’ve an aversion to sleeping when there’s a pending…

  • landfill.of.my.love

    when the computer dies where does it go? molding, rotting, decomposing so much life in witnessing … my phone was at one percent all the way home i took videos and listened to music i know this is what i’m meant to do otherwise it should have died!

  • third.date.new.hope

    clouds patterned the sky engulfing the space around us stretched out streaks of dancing magenta against the expanding steel blue blanketed in gentle altocumulus like i am with you the ocean, our friend puttering and rippling punctuating hour-long conversation the moon lurked, peeking through pedestrian clouds staring, intense, as she dipped below holding us in…

  • rebound

    dreamt of you last night the visceral upset in the morning forming in my gut during the work day lunch break i spewed it out in repetitive prose trying to make sense of it the first rainy day of fall and you along with summer have completely faded the morning of i watched the sky’s…