rambling
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It’s Virgo season! I love this time of year–the end of summer, and many, many, changes. Now I’m hanging out with Damien at his place. I’ve been here since I got back home. Feeling glum, stressed, and agitated. I am transitioning into a new job pretty soon (hopefully) and I have plans to move out…
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We gave Abba another little shower. He is happy, but also dissociated. Me too. That’s the effect of this house. Cameras. Weirdo. Mold. Eyes. Abba has a growing tumor and I don’t know how to deal with this. I have selfish reasons, that are practical to an extent. I wish he was feeling better. I’m…
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here I am isolated in the home and it feels good but I still feel on edge reflecting on the past week. hoping i get better keep feeling scared to be home jumpscare jumpscare! jumpscare :( wish my mom was here i could talk to her. still can’t bear to be alone. .! need to…
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It’s endless. Last night, I watched my favorite movie of all time. It’s Such a Beautiful Day. Bill dropped his keys on the counter and stood there staring at them, suddenly thinking about all the times he’d thrown his keys there before and how many days of his life were wasted repeating the same tasks…
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I’ve been yearning and seeking to be a part of a Filipino community living in the US. I’ve been eyeing some Filipino political organizations in my city and have talked to a few organizers! One of the conversations I had was about my family’s history and what they do for a living. I realized that…
Pajolo Cam 