- monthly recap (2)
- poetry (1)
- rambling (10)
- the real world (2)
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I watched the movie Bound directed by the Wachowski sisters. No context about the movie ahead, I just need to get this off of my chest. “Fuckin’ queers, you make me sick,” (1:22:46) says Caeser, Violet’s husband, to Corky. And what is this sickness? Just the scene before, Corky and Violet wordlessly confessed their love…
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Today I found myself parked on the side of the street, phoning a suicide hotline. Curled up in a reclined chair, sinking into the middle of it, I listen to the line ring. A woman picks up the phone, her name is Janice or Gina. Later on in the call, she asks me if I…
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Yesterday, I spent the whole day in bed with a sense of panic. I rescheduled my therapy appointment to happen two weeks from now, but I’m thinking maybe I should have gone. Every month, usually around a week and a half before my period, I plummet into a nonsensical depression. Premenstrual dysphoric disorder is what…
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It’s been a while, I’ve been busy! I’m in school now, which is awesome. I’m in a period of being incredibly critical of my own writing. It started with trying to write essays for scholarships. I kept writing about other things that didn’t relate to the topic questions. I did a lot of mental processing…
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The media I watched, read, and listened to in February & a third of March 2026
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