Pajolo Cam

here I am isolated in the home

and it feels good but I still feel on edge

reflecting on the past week. hoping i get better

keep feeling scared to be home

jumpscare jumpscare!

jumpscare :( wish my mom was here

i could talk to her.

still can’t bear to be alone. .!

need to reflect on it

it’s going on

the critic is loud. in this moment, I think about my therapist and what she’s telling me. thank God for that woman

and for the stars, thank God for my mom.

thank God. thank

it’s blank

and i’m sorry i’ve been a simmering friend. I’ll return again, maybe when I move out

I think I’m being swallowed by the void here

pluto in my 4th house facing eighth house fears

i’m leaving meetings I don’t agree with

i need some time to think.