- monthly recap (1)
- poetry (2)
- rambling (6)
- the real world (2)
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The media I watched, read, and listened to in January of 2026, as well as updates on ongoing projects and life events.
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Dried blood surrounding my wounds, a geode of red and gaping holes. The wild infatuation and piercing fall (limbs cracking on the pavement). I feel myself closing in on the infliction, keeping it inside, rippling blood surrounding my wounds. I miss you, I say, holding tightly. It’s slicing inside of me as I squeeze. i…
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T/W : sexual abuse The flames always caressed me. Became my friend in its constant comfort, licking away my tears. Put the power of perspective into my mind. The flames put control into my hands. . The devil got me long before I was born. Forced me to believe, then robbed me of my innocence.…
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I’m in fourth grade. We’re walking back to the classroom from lunch. I’m at the front of the line, following Mr. Powell This school was designed with outdoor hallways, so here we are in one. Mr. Powell has his hand up in Quiet Coyote and is walking backwards as we approach our building door. He…
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New year, new me. I always say I don’t do resolutions, but here I am. Although, not because it’s the new year, but because I tend to make resolutions every few months anyway (i.e. the homepage of Pajolo Cam). I didn’t do anything particularly interesting for the new year. It was very foggy in Seattle.…
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