rambling
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I’m in fourth grade. We’re walking back to the classroom from lunch. I’m at the front of the line, following Mr. Powell This school was designed with outdoor hallways, so here we are in one. Mr. Powell has his hand up in Quiet Coyote and is walking backwards as we approach our building door. He…
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New year, new me. I always say I don’t do resolutions, but here I am. Although, not because it’s the new year, but because I tend to make resolutions every few months anyway (i.e. the homepage of Pajolo Cam). I didn’t do anything particularly interesting for the new year. It was very foggy in Seattle.…
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[I don’t really have a plan when I start a Post. I have an idea, but what I want to say about it gets lost. Suppose I’ll get better about it over time. Right now, I’m focused on doing; avoiding stagnancy and the need to be perfect…!] I used to go on Instagram.com and spend…
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Since moving out, I’ve smoked weed a lot less. It’s simple. I feel safer. Though living in this soberness feels like I am constantly chasing the present. Lagging behind, still processing. I’m working through it, getting ahold of it. I dream and I remember it all in the moment (it feels happy, sad, etc.). I…
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This website’s getting somewhere now! This theme is so beautiful. It’s called the Blue Screen of Joy, inspired by Microsoft Windows’s Blue Screen of Death screen indicating a system crash. How silly! I love love love it. Joy is the name of my high-strung calico cat. Blue is my favorite color. This theme is perfect.…
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