New year, new me. I always say I don’t do resolutions, but here I am. Although, not because it’s the new year, but because I tend to make resolutions every few months anyway (i.e. the homepage of Pajolo Cam).
I didn’t do anything particularly interesting for the new year. It was very foggy in Seattle. I walked around in it for a little bit. I heard the fireworks go off from inside the house. I wish I had gone out to see it.
A couple days ago, I returned from a trip to Cannon Beach with my partner. It differed vastly from our last trip the previous January. Instead of clear, open skies, there was constant rain and determined winds. We walked around the beach still, getting soaked through our layers of clothing. It was fun! Gave us a reason to have many bubble baths back at the place we were staying at.
During this trip, I was emerging from a depressive episode that I suffered through in December going onto the new year. I feel the residual grime of it on me still. It’s resulted in many, many conversations about what I can do about it. Many, many emotions feeling defensive over my depressed habits. Many, many ideas about how I can shed it. Here are my goals for the month:
- Stop aiming for perfection
- Be able to be alone (and happy)
- Get a new job
- Finish any project
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